Over a month ago I asked a girl out on a date and it didn't quite go to plan. Since then we've still stayed in close contact while at uni and have remained good friends. I don't really see her as attractive as I used to and I'm put off by liking her romantically again. As far as feelings go, I only like the company we spend together but that's it and she knows that I don't like her any more.
Uni has now finished and all that remains are the exams. I feel that this summer we will lose contact altogether, when she goes off to summer camp she will forget about me and might never want to talk to me again. It's 3 whole months without contact and then a potential 12 months if one of us gets a placement. I am going to miss her company a lot.
We are still good friends. She is uncomfortable about being with me alone with her but that is understandable considering what happened. Our close circle of friends will split up, only leaving her, her best friend and me. But I have a feeling that this girl won't want to talk to me once exams are over. She has asked me for help a lot, could she have been using me?
I have to stop worrying about it. It's not about losing a potential girlfriend any more but more losing a close friend. Why does it bother me so much? Could I still have feelings for her?
What can I do to take my mind off things? I think the minor things such as going to the gym or playing football will only be a short distraction. I think the only way for me to forget about fully it is to find a girlfriend. But where can I find one? Uni is finished so many people will be on holiday...
Uni has now finished and all that remains are the exams. I feel that this summer we will lose contact altogether, when she goes off to summer camp she will forget about me and might never want to talk to me again. It's 3 whole months without contact and then a potential 12 months if one of us gets a placement. I am going to miss her company a lot.
We are still good friends. She is uncomfortable about being with me alone with her but that is understandable considering what happened. Our close circle of friends will split up, only leaving her, her best friend and me. But I have a feeling that this girl won't want to talk to me once exams are over. She has asked me for help a lot, could she have been using me?
I have to stop worrying about it. It's not about losing a potential girlfriend any more but more losing a close friend. Why does it bother me so much? Could I still have feelings for her?
What can I do to take my mind off things? I think the minor things such as going to the gym or playing football will only be a short distraction. I think the only way for me to forget about fully it is to find a girlfriend. But where can I find one? Uni is finished so many people will be on holiday...
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