I've been with my boyfriend now for over a year and a half and it has been wonderful amazing. I didn't think that love could feel this good it is beyond my wildest imaginations. However he is in his first year at Uni and I'm only in my first year of my A-Levels. We really don't see each other very often as we are both rather on a budget and he is at least an hour away from me and we both need to focus on our studies. I have recently found out that he plans on finding a flat next year with a friend of his who is female.
I trust him, and I don't think he would cheat on me but there is the what if. In so many films and TV Shows, the people who live together almost always get together there is a bond I suppose and the long distance Girlfriend/ Boyfriend is always made to look like the bad guy. But I suppose there is another part of me that is incredibly jealous of her. I know they arn't doing it in a romantic way but I'm jealous that some girl should get to live with him and spend time with him when I so rarely can. They are going to be choosing furniture, cooking meals for one another. I think we worked out once that it is going to be at least 10 years till we can live together I know that is massive forward thinking. She is lovely and is also in a long term relationship but I can't help feeling incredibly insecure and pathetic. How can I get over my issues in order to support and help him.
I trust him, and I don't think he would cheat on me but there is the what if. In so many films and TV Shows, the people who live together almost always get together there is a bond I suppose and the long distance Girlfriend/ Boyfriend is always made to look like the bad guy. But I suppose there is another part of me that is incredibly jealous of her. I know they arn't doing it in a romantic way but I'm jealous that some girl should get to live with him and spend time with him when I so rarely can. They are going to be choosing furniture, cooking meals for one another. I think we worked out once that it is going to be at least 10 years till we can live together I know that is massive forward thinking. She is lovely and is also in a long term relationship but I can't help feeling incredibly insecure and pathetic. How can I get over my issues in order to support and help him.
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