Update

Last time I was on here, I was deployed, sometime in January. I was posting in the Coping with Infidelity section, because I was suspecting something. Whether or not that has happened, I'll never know. But, everyone's advice pointed to, divorce her. Since my last post, she aborted my child with my money against my will, and ran off to LA to live with family, or some ****. I don't know. She made no effort to pursue a divorce. So I initiated the divorce. I've since become an alcoholic. Losing motivation for my job, have pretty much lost all will to do anything other than drink. Losing the kid is the main factor to my problems, but within the last week, for some reason, she keeps popping in my head, and its messing with me pretty hard. I was doing really well up until then. I know shes doing fairly well, from the outside as least. Apparently got a decent job in LA, I'm sure has developed some good friendships and doing exactly what she wanted: Party and do drugs and ****. I logged onto her twitter, she also contacted one of the guys that has been a problem throughout all the 3.5 years we were together, told him we were divorced, and asked for his number. My question is. What in the hell do you guys do in order to prevent your self from falling apart?

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