split or not

I loved my ex, but there were problems why rationally it was right for us to split. If I'm honest I would have wanted to find a better version of him as he was amazing on many fronts, but simply not a secure future bet. I got together with my new boyfriend and there were things to begin with that annoyed me a bit, but I know that noone is perfect. He has fantastic qualities so I thought I'd give it a go. Things were going brilliantly. But exactly one day before I moved in, he lost it, just became furious and lost all control. That changed something in me. I forgave him, but I can't forget. Ever since that day, over a month ago, I have not felt as positive about him in the sense that he's not v calm and just generally frets about things, which annoys me. And talks a lot. And sometimes talks out loud. And tends to be overanalytical. Besides I do not fancy him the way I used to fancy my ex. And sex isn't as good. My ex still loves me, but in his own way. I know he misses sex with me. And tbh I do too. This current bf of mine seems to love me so much more appropriately and has no commitment issues. What do you think? I sometimes think I can't go on with my bf, another complicating factor is that (seeing how well things were going) my brother and mum are visiting us end of August from abroad, staying in his house (for free, he's already visited our house) and the plane ticket already booked and was exorbitantly expensive. My mum also can't wait. I feel trapped.

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