Really? Sex now??

Long story short, I have lost respect for my husband of 15 years and I am trying to find my way back to him. We are existing right now...for the last month we are talking only about family & household logistics, interacting only when our daughters are involved. It's been this way since I went to our MC solo & had a frank discussion with him about my feelings. He gives me the cold shoulder but still comes to me for sex about once a week. I've been fighting a head & chest cold for 2 1/2 weeks. I didn't stop & take care of myself like I should have. 15 years of marriage has taught me that getting sick is a huge inconvenience to my husband, so I didn't ask for help with our children I just carried on. Sunday night I finally went to the doctor and found I have walking pneumonia. I should have got a dr note saying I needed rest. Instead, I come home and continue doing everything as usual. It's an understatement to say I feel like I've been hit by a bus. I lost 10lbs these last two weeks. The meds are working however I am still not able to breathe deeply yet. Last night after cooking dinner, cleaning dishes & getting the kids bathed & in bed (all done by me!) I noticed H was starting his weekly sex stalk so I told him my body felt like I was dragging concrete I had to go to bed. H responds "great, guess that leaves nothing for me". I said I was happy to talk but I had to lay down. I said I needed one more day to feel a little better and offered a rain check for tomorrow. He comes to bed and basically does the whole thing again. Tells me he doesn't want a rain check, just tell him yes or no. Again I say no, not tonight, and he storms out of the bedroom in a huff to pout. Now this morning the silent cold shoulder continues. I have not asked for a sick day...being a SAHM, I learned there is no calling in sick with him. I have walking pneumonia...am I really asking too much when I say "not tonight, but tomorrow"? Posted via Mobile Device

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