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I messed things up with my Fiance a month before our wedding :(

He & I have been together for almost 4 years and we are getting married in about a month. A few days ago I was bored on facebook and I started looking up old boyfriends, just because I was curious to see what they were doing with their lives, nothing more. I have never made an effort or even wanted to contact them, as I love my fiance and am very happy with him.

This morning my fiance looked up our internet history and saw what I had done. He confronted me about it and was very upset, asking how would I feel if I saw him looking up his exes so close to our wedding. I would have been furious and been questioning his motives, as I am sure he is now. I told him that I know I messed up and that I am very sorry, and that it was out of boredom and to please not assume that I am interested in anyone else because I love only him. He was quiet. He just left for work and I hugged him hard and kissed him telling him I loved him & to drive safe. He didnt say I love you back before he left :(

I am very ashamed that I even wanted to know what my exes were doing. I dont care about any of them. I feel like a big hypocrite and I am so scared that I have ruined his trust in me and am making him second guess my faithfulness for our marriage. I just need some advice on what to do to prove that I am so sorry for this & that I can be trusted. I want him to know I am sincere & that he is the only man for me. Thank you for any help..




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