Husband's new found fetish of oral sex is tearing us apart.

I've been married for 17 years so I think I've experienced the good and bad of being married. When me and my husband got engaged, we made each other a promise to always be open with each other sexually. We also promised to always try new things with each other so things wouldn't become stale. The problem I am having is that my husband has become addicted to me giving him oral sex. It's not the actual act that he is addicted to, it's the feeling of him finishing as well as our current location. When we got married, I would always give him oral sex. It was actually a part of our routine. A few weeks ago, I changed things up a bit. He came home from work tired and stressed out. We had to turn around and go meet my parents at the airport since they were coming into town for the holiday. I knew he was tired and he only did it for me. Once we got to the airport, I stopped him before he got out of the car and I gave him oral sex in the car. He really enjoyed it and said that it was unexpected. I was just trying to spice things up but didn't realize that I was opening a can of worms. Since then, he has been urging me to give him oral sex in public places. I've given in but I don't like the way that I feel afterwards. We were sitting in drive thru the other day and he thought it would be funny if the person at the window saw me giving him oral sex. He came very quick and by the time we made it to the last window, I was left there with my face covered in semen while the guy at the windows just stared at me in awe. I really felt humiliated even though my husband thought it was funny. Also yesterday, we went to see an early matinee at the movies. Of course, he wanted a bj right there in the theater since there was hardly anyone there. At least this time, I was smart enough not to make a mess and I took the full load in my mouth. I didn't want to swallow it so I spit it back in the popcorn we bought. My husband had the nerve to get upset at me. I was only doing this to make him happy and he gets upset! I've tried talking to him about how I feel but he's not getting the message. Over the course of a couple weeks, I've given him oral sex is a movie theater, the car (a few times actually), at his job, and even once at church. I really want him to be happy but I don't feel happy about this. What should I do to ween him off? We're supposed to go to a baseball game on Thursday and I've been thinking about saying that I'm sick just so I don't have to go. I just feel that at some point, he's going to ask me to do it there. He says that he will do anything to me sexually at any place and time but that sort of life doesn't appeal much to me.

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