He doesn't feel the same way

I slept with my best friend and although he lead me to believe he liked me in the way I like him, he actually doesn't feel the same. This was a while ago and I felt so used, but liked him so much I continued to be best friends with him. It's an odd friendship, we're only ever close on his terms and frankly, most of the time I can't stand him. My heart feels otherwise though and I'm finding it hard to know what to do. We've left sixth form now, so I haven't seen him for a few weeks and he hasn't spoken to me since. I promised myself I wouldn't talk to him because it's better this way but I'm finding it incredibly hard. He makes it a bit easier though, because he's made no effort to get in contact, despite saying he would. What can I do to get over it and move on? I'm sure I'll get over it when we're both at different unis in September and I meet new people, but it'll be a loooong summer waiting until then for the feelings to dissapear. It just feels pretty rubbish that he doesn't care.

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