Bicker bicker bicker

Jay and I have been together now for 2.5 years. We have done so many amazing things together. Travel, work, school- hell we even moved countries together. Now we are both working, but we are struggling with money and I think this is the root of it. We can't afford to go out, so we don't meet many people. We do what we can to keep things interesting but it can be hard. It doesn't help that I haven't made friends at work and most of my time is spent at the office or at home. I am also starting to have those feelings of discontent one gets after moving countries. I don't much like how defensive people are here, how rude people can be, and how self absorbed a lot of the people I have encountered have been. I won't even get into the various scams I have been tricked into since being here and how hard it is to deal with that when working and not having many activities or money to spend on said activities. Anyway, I think the money situation is the root of my negative feelings and unhappiness. The problem is that I have been taking it out on Jay through bickering and blame. I can't seem to stop myself. If I try, I start to cry sometimes. I hate being this way. We are doing the best we can every day, I know that... So why do I almost insist on hurting the person I love? Any tips for healthy ways to deal with myself?

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