Am I reading too much into this?

So H had two EA"s both were two different Filipino women. I discovered back in June the first EA which was back in 2009. At that time in 2008/09 he had been perusing on sites such as AM/SexSearch/etc. and interestingly enough Filipino Friend FInder. I have told him that he obviously has a propensity (for lack of a better term) towards Filipino women and being as I am not filipino what the hell is he doing with me. He denies it wholeheartedly, he claims that was the only type of women that showed him any interest....I don't know...to me my gut tells me that he was looking for a certain type..why would you be checking out Filipino Friend Finder??? Am I reading too much into this? I said to him if I had two EA's with a different race than I, what would you think? That perhaps I had an attraction toward a certain race.... I have realized that this is what is holding me back towards true R...it just bothers me and I do not know if that is normal or not??? I honestly do not know what to think about this...I think until I get this straightened in my mind I honestly do not think this marriage will work. I feel like I am really stupid for letting this bother me but it just does.... I just want others opinions whether it would bother them or they would just let it go.

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