Really just a vent:
I know I am better off without my ex. My life is better.
But it's still incredibly painful.
And of course my life is better, because it's better to live alone than live with someone who doesn't love you.
But once upon a time, he did love me. And life was good. Not perfect, but good. We were a team. (I thought.) And then he stopped loving me. And he became a very selfish person.
And I know people can't help what they feel. But somehow knowing it doesn't actually make it feel any better.
I don't miss him. I miss who he was. And I really wish I could stop feeling sad.
I know I am better off without my ex. My life is better.
But it's still incredibly painful.
And of course my life is better, because it's better to live alone than live with someone who doesn't love you.
But once upon a time, he did love me. And life was good. Not perfect, but good. We were a team. (I thought.) And then he stopped loving me. And he became a very selfish person.
And I know people can't help what they feel. But somehow knowing it doesn't actually make it feel any better.
I don't miss him. I miss who he was. And I really wish I could stop feeling sad.
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