Yes, I do. I feel a relief after the pain, limbo, deception, angry moments, sad moments... I think a while ago acceptance came into my mind and heart and that helped. Were 2 years of getting used to being alone missing him little time less and getting sometimes answers and signs of no love at all.
We were cordial, the moment was sooo long (almost 2 hours there) and ended up signing and saying good bye in good terms.
Went then to have lunch with my sister and mom. After that went to pick up my car and to a Nativity traditional activity which I enjoyed.
Yesterday, busy day. Went to the spa for 4 hours and dentist.
Today... free morning, dentist and therapist. Making sure to keep busy. Of course I have my moments of loliness when I think about what already happened. But after being so anxious for the moment to come and end the chapter; feel better than I expected. Dont know if it will hit one of these days; but guess will be ok to perhaps cry, yell or let it be.
Finally over.
We were cordial, the moment was sooo long (almost 2 hours there) and ended up signing and saying good bye in good terms.
Went then to have lunch with my sister and mom. After that went to pick up my car and to a Nativity traditional activity which I enjoyed.
Yesterday, busy day. Went to the spa for 4 hours and dentist.
Today... free morning, dentist and therapist. Making sure to keep busy. Of course I have my moments of loliness when I think about what already happened. But after being so anxious for the moment to come and end the chapter; feel better than I expected. Dont know if it will hit one of these days; but guess will be ok to perhaps cry, yell or let it be.
Finally over.
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