I'm 17 year old ugly male and I'm constantly conscious of how I look to other people. I keep pointing out my flaws and comparing myself to other people, such as my eyes, nose and lip size, my hairstyle, the type of glasses I wear, and stupid features such as moles. It honestly sounds stupid but it stresses me out every day trying to make myself look better. I've been trying to lose weight in the gym but I can't seem to lose weight around the stomach and breast which further makes me even more self conscious because the clothes look funny on me the way the arms and such fit me but you see a bulging belly protruding out of my stomach and fat ass moobs.
I keep telling myself that I will look better as I get older but honestly when I look at other guys I think, how can I look like that? Will my face become less fat? Will any of my facial features change as I get older? Will my acne go away? How do I look like to other people - is the mirror or the camera a better representation of what I look like to other people? Why can't my posture improve? It's these questions that keep haunting me every single day.
I honestly really don't want to go down into a spiral of self-hate and self-consciousness but I can't help it. I just want to look normal.
Put the internet to work for you.
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