It is getting close to the 3 year mark since Dday, and the triggers are all around with great intensity.
So I am wondering if they will ever dissipate? We are still in R mode, things are going great (most days) and DH seems to be on track and doing all that I have expected but there are days and times when I look at him and I am still angry and hurt. This feeling works itself into my dreams and I wake up very angry …
certain things he does will trigger an immediate reaction and I have no control, I go into self-protection mode and shut him out - completely.
Don't talk to me, don't look at me, don't share the same space on earth as me. Just go away!!!
I would really like to hear from those of you who have had a successful R… please tell me it gets easier!
So I am wondering if they will ever dissipate? We are still in R mode, things are going great (most days) and DH seems to be on track and doing all that I have expected but there are days and times when I look at him and I am still angry and hurt. This feeling works itself into my dreams and I wake up very angry …
certain things he does will trigger an immediate reaction and I have no control, I go into self-protection mode and shut him out - completely.
Don't talk to me, don't look at me, don't share the same space on earth as me. Just go away!!!
I would really like to hear from those of you who have had a successful R… please tell me it gets easier!
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