I made a few days ago, about my Long distance boyfriend dumping me about blocking me. Basically, I was in an LDR, and began to get suspicious after he didn't have much time to Skype anymore. He works in a tourist resort, at the clubs, and part of his job is to socialise. However, everyday there were new pictures coming on of him with more girls, hugging them etc. which might not be a big deal except he didn't like it when I hugged men.
Then, last weekend another guy who works there told me he saw my boyfriend kissing another girl in a club. He swore it was him. So naturally, I asked him about it, and he went crazy, he called me crazy and a *female dog* and worse, for believing the guy. He then blocked me on facebook and said I make his life hell.
This is where my judgement becomes questionable....I wanted to get back at home, both for possibly cheating on me, and for the blocking. I arranged to meet my ex and one thing led to another. I felt elevated and great, all because I felt I was getting even. I know, I'm an awful person :(
And now, my LDR ex has began to imessage me, saying how I deserve this punishment, as if this is a game and he is waiting for me to beg for him back and see that he was right? I feel like telling him and his punishments where to go, and how quickly I got over him.
Am I a terrible person? I feel bad that I feel so good in getting this rebound sex, even if it was with an ex bf.
Put the internet to work for you.
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