I was a WAW more than 18 months ago, we drifted apart and communication was terrible, and spend over a year in counselling.
3 months after our separation I got a stage 3 cancer diagnosis with metastesis. My ex, during our separation never acknowledged or helped me during my cancer drama... and there was never another man or anything... I lost my full time job due to time off and stress of this cancer situation...I had no family nearby, just a few select girlfriends who stood by my side until this ordeal was over.
I am now divorced 3 months and trying to pick up the pieces, I don't understand why after a long term marriage that a spouse would not fight for or help the other after all these years. Anyway I'm not complaining, the divorce was my idea...and I got everything I deserved..cancer, job loss, loss of home...I'm just wondering when things will get better. My cancer is now gone and not disfiguring, but left me with such scars that run deep though my soul...I am wondering if any of this was worth it???
I am now searching for the right job..I have moved into a new home and do get alimony. I am wondering if anyone else has been in such a miserable circumstances..and what do you draw upon for support besides faith, when family members are far away. There are children involved, but they are much older. thanks for listening...
3 months after our separation I got a stage 3 cancer diagnosis with metastesis. My ex, during our separation never acknowledged or helped me during my cancer drama... and there was never another man or anything... I lost my full time job due to time off and stress of this cancer situation...I had no family nearby, just a few select girlfriends who stood by my side until this ordeal was over.
I am now divorced 3 months and trying to pick up the pieces, I don't understand why after a long term marriage that a spouse would not fight for or help the other after all these years. Anyway I'm not complaining, the divorce was my idea...and I got everything I deserved..cancer, job loss, loss of home...I'm just wondering when things will get better. My cancer is now gone and not disfiguring, but left me with such scars that run deep though my soul...I am wondering if any of this was worth it???
I am now searching for the right job..I have moved into a new home and do get alimony. I am wondering if anyone else has been in such a miserable circumstances..and what do you draw upon for support besides faith, when family members are far away. There are children involved, but they are much older. thanks for listening...
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