This is honestly puzzling me and starting to effect me mentally.
For as long as I can remember I've always wanted what I can't have, relationship wise. I've never truly been happy with anyone. I enjoy the chase but once I "catch" them, I lose all interest - I don't want to lose all interest but it just happens! As if I get bored?
The men I seem to like are usually out of my reach, either in relationships (I never try anything, never would), work colleagues and most recently my own manager! I shouldn't be but I can't help but be drawn to them!
I've had opportunities but I mentally shut down, I can't seem to actually let myself get into a relationship. I'm clearly not in the right frame of mind.
Anyone feel similar? Or have any advice as to how I can change my mind set?
For as long as I can remember I've always wanted what I can't have, relationship wise. I've never truly been happy with anyone. I enjoy the chase but once I "catch" them, I lose all interest - I don't want to lose all interest but it just happens! As if I get bored?
The men I seem to like are usually out of my reach, either in relationships (I never try anything, never would), work colleagues and most recently my own manager! I shouldn't be but I can't help but be drawn to them!
I've had opportunities but I mentally shut down, I can't seem to actually let myself get into a relationship. I'm clearly not in the right frame of mind.
Anyone feel similar? Or have any advice as to how I can change my mind set?
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