Basically my GF slept around at the start of term (ie before we were together), with at least 4 guys, a couple of whom I know personally and a couple I know by sight. I don't hold any blame against her as she was single at the time and I'm pretty sure she wouldn't cheat on me (although I don't know her that well). However, I can't stop thinking about it, especially when there's pics of her pulling other guys on FB and ****.
In fact, I feel physically sick when I think about her with these other guys, particularly as some of them are extremely promiscuous themselves. It's horrible seeing girls leaving their rooms the next morning and knowing that my girlfriend who I'm deeply in love with was just another thoughtless notch on their belts.
One of the reasons that I think this annoys me so much is my insecurities wrt endowment (no, it really is small) and my ability in the sack (I'm very inexperienced compared to her, and can't help but think I'm **** in bed compared to the other guys).
Any idea how I can stop this from torturing me, I can't get her past out of my head, and it's a bit humiliating that my girlfriend has came to me after so many ONS and everyone in my accomodation knows it. I don't want this to affect our relationship as I love her a lot and know she didn't do anything wrong. Ideas?
Thanks
In fact, I feel physically sick when I think about her with these other guys, particularly as some of them are extremely promiscuous themselves. It's horrible seeing girls leaving their rooms the next morning and knowing that my girlfriend who I'm deeply in love with was just another thoughtless notch on their belts.
One of the reasons that I think this annoys me so much is my insecurities wrt endowment (no, it really is small) and my ability in the sack (I'm very inexperienced compared to her, and can't help but think I'm **** in bed compared to the other guys).
Any idea how I can stop this from torturing me, I can't get her past out of my head, and it's a bit humiliating that my girlfriend has came to me after so many ONS and everyone in my accomodation knows it. I don't want this to affect our relationship as I love her a lot and know she didn't do anything wrong. Ideas?
Thanks
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