I'm 38, I've been married 14 years. I love my Husband, we've been through a lot. He took my kids on as his own, provided for us, we've never wanted for anything.
However...
There's another man. We have had oral sex, groped, kissed, made out, no intercourse (He has a small penis)...This guy we will call X. He's sweet, kind, listens, and is there when I need him.
Hubby and I get along great, no problems anywhere in our marriage. IDK why I cant let X go, why cant I end this affair that's been on and off for 2 years? I'm so mad at myself...I try to end it, but I never stick w/ it. Hubby hasnt found out, I did have X over to meet hubby because we were talking about having a threesome, but hubby said X wasnt MY type lol
How in the world do I end it and stick with it? How do I let it go, stop thinkin about him? I have at home, what most women would kill to have..yet I chance it daily...
However...
There's another man. We have had oral sex, groped, kissed, made out, no intercourse (He has a small penis)...This guy we will call X. He's sweet, kind, listens, and is there when I need him.
Hubby and I get along great, no problems anywhere in our marriage. IDK why I cant let X go, why cant I end this affair that's been on and off for 2 years? I'm so mad at myself...I try to end it, but I never stick w/ it. Hubby hasnt found out, I did have X over to meet hubby because we were talking about having a threesome, but hubby said X wasnt MY type lol
How in the world do I end it and stick with it? How do I let it go, stop thinkin about him? I have at home, what most women would kill to have..yet I chance it daily...
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