I've alway been afraid of dating but after a recent heartache I've decided to get back into it full throttle and pretty swiftly...and right now, I'm mainly just ventilating.
I met up with this guy on Wednesday - neither of us fancies doing anything so decided to watch a movie. He was ok but there wasn't really anything there. I was trying to get over my ex and had sex with him. I felt no attachment whatsoever for the first time. I needed to be home and straight afterwards, I got up and left, he dropped me off at the train station (as planned) and I made my 20 minute journey around midnight. Never heard from him again. I messaged him after a day 'I got home safe thanks for asking.....x' the message has been read but two days later no reply. Which is fine, like I said...I wasn't feeling it either.
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Last night I went on another date with a different guy, we went for drinks and there was a spark there. The bar shut and he invited me back to his afterwards and we watched a movie, I stayed the night, he was horny but I didn't allow anything to happen. Anyway...He told me that he liked me, he told me I was very attractive, genuine and fun and defiantly wanted to see me again. The morning after (this morning) we walked into town and grabbed coffee and went separate ways at 9:30am. He said he would text today, but hasn't so far and it's getting late. I've put up with so much s*** in the past and I'm becoming pretty ruthless and anti guy b***s***, If a guy says he's going to do something, I want him to. If he likes me, he should text me. If he's a gentleman, he would check that I got home safe! Etc etc.
I just don't understand...??
If he doesn't message me tonight like he said, I'm certainly pulling back, if not out altogether...
I met up with this guy on Wednesday - neither of us fancies doing anything so decided to watch a movie. He was ok but there wasn't really anything there. I was trying to get over my ex and had sex with him. I felt no attachment whatsoever for the first time. I needed to be home and straight afterwards, I got up and left, he dropped me off at the train station (as planned) and I made my 20 minute journey around midnight. Never heard from him again. I messaged him after a day 'I got home safe thanks for asking.....x' the message has been read but two days later no reply. Which is fine, like I said...I wasn't feeling it either.
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Last night I went on another date with a different guy, we went for drinks and there was a spark there. The bar shut and he invited me back to his afterwards and we watched a movie, I stayed the night, he was horny but I didn't allow anything to happen. Anyway...He told me that he liked me, he told me I was very attractive, genuine and fun and defiantly wanted to see me again. The morning after (this morning) we walked into town and grabbed coffee and went separate ways at 9:30am. He said he would text today, but hasn't so far and it's getting late. I've put up with so much s*** in the past and I'm becoming pretty ruthless and anti guy b***s***, If a guy says he's going to do something, I want him to. If he likes me, he should text me. If he's a gentleman, he would check that I got home safe! Etc etc.
I just don't understand...??
If he doesn't message me tonight like he said, I'm certainly pulling back, if not out altogether...
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