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Did I lose my chance?

I've liked this girl since I was 15, back in 2009. We became very close, to the point of being best friends. Yes, I was in the friendzone. Even though she started dating one of my close friends, we still hung out. In fact, we hung out more than she did with her boyfriend.

Fast forward a couple years later, we talk probably, once a month. She broke up with her boyfriend about a year ago and is now real close with one of my bros (best guy friend, not a real bro). Her relationship with him is platonic but he admitted he liked her. I was jealous that they talked everyday. I felt that he took her away from me, even though I know it was her who moved away. I'd give anything to even be back in that friendzone. Now I'm in like, the acquaintancezone.

Fast forward to present day, she is in another university with a new boyfriend. Also we don't talk at all.

There have been so many times that I wanted to confess to her, to see if she would reciprocate my feelings. But I've always been scared.

I want to know now, is it too late to confess? I'm not expecting a good outcome, I just wanna know that if I did confess before, would it have changed anything. I mean, we don't even talk anymore so I wouldn't be risking anything, right? So many times I have thought of her as the one, and I naively believe that 'fate' will bring us back together in the future even though I know that that is ****.

So, what should I do?

AC




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