LD wife has turned me off

I guess I just don't have the patients that some of you other men do...I'm tired of the games. I don't feel that I need to or have to wait for some extended period of time to get my sex-life back. We have identified the issues and have responded to them by addressing them head on. Being that she is LD, she is now on hormone therapy, getting her levels back to "normal". I was a bit of a beta man, but have changed what was most notable and can't see this as why I am not getting sex. I would think any normal woman would be thrilled with what I have to offer. Her depression is my biggest battle to deal with... She has been in a rut for a couple of weeks now and it has greatly affected how she interacts with me. If she responds to anything I am doing, it is only momentary and then she goes back to ignoring me. I made an effort not to touch her yesterday which she didn't seem to mind at all. At bed time, she turns her back to me and is ready to drift off. If I lean over to kiss her, she only allows a peck and that's it. Weeks earlier, we had identified that we use to kiss passionately and wondered where it had gone. I knew it wasn't anything I was doing that made it go away...she is the one controlling this. She is only allowing these short kisses. It's just another example of how she doesn't have any desire towards me. The last time I went out with my co-workers for some pizza and beers, my wife threw a fit. While I was at work, I sent her a text message to tell her I was going out with my co-workers, so she would have to fend for herself for dinner. She never responded at the time. As the evening was progressing, she calls me around 10pm and inquires where I am at. I was at a bar with my co-workers, having a drink and enjoying conversation. She gets upset and wants to come pick up the T/A. I explain to her that I have had less than 1 beer per hour and I am perfectly fine to drive, and will be home soon. She gets mad and hangs up. She calls a couple of times only to hang up. She then texts me... thanks for pushing me...i deserve it I guess this is it What the hell is that supposed to mean? She has threatened suicide in the past and then uses texts like this to manipulate me. I am tired of her using this to pull at my strings to get the response she is seeking. I am at the point that if this isn't going to work naturally, putting additional pressure in areas are only going to bring temporary happiness. I envy you men that have wives that actually show attraction towards you. I can't say my wife has ever grabbed me in her arms and told me she loves me. That type of affection is foreign to her. I show it to her, but it is never reciprocated. This has been such a one sided relationship for far too long. I am now becoming angry with her attitude and the manner in which she treats me. She is turning me off from her...not just emotionally, but physically as well. I'm done with the roommate relationship. The more I think about it the more pissed off I get.

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