| Here. He's much liked and admired on here is no different online, he's very lovely and approachable and somewhat out of my league :o We've met a few times in the past and I've become pretty entranced by him. I can't stop thinking about him, I like the feeling of being mesmerised by somebody but it gets rather annoying; I feel my thoughts of him are getting in the way of my daily activities. He lives and schools hundreds of miles away and seems to currently be living a pretty busy life and so I hardly converse with him. My strong interest in him makes our lack of interaction very long-suffering for me. On paper we seem like a perfect match but upon our meetings, conversations didn't flow as smoothly as I would have liked - sometimes it was great but sometimes it was forced. He also didn't open up very much and I couldn't figure out why this might be the case as his body language was incredibly hard to read. When we PM each other, he shows little to no romantic interest, even with my subtle comments (which he probably cannot read). His messages to me (particularly recently) have been pretty irregular but yet he's awfully nice when we does message me. All this makes me bewildered and very disheartened. I don't want to be blunt and release my repressed thoughts and feeling to him as I don't want to frighten him off or ruin a perfectly good friendship. Besides if we hypothetically did become an item, the relationship, due to long distance, could be adverse. What might be driving my feelings is the fact that I've never had a boyfriend but have finally found a person who's worth being called one. But I'd hate for my feelings to create something that isn't there which in turn could land me in a tizzy. Advice appreciated. Thanks :) | |||
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