All those years of feeling Anxious about being myself solved

I'm 31 now and throughout my entire life, I've always smiled at people but still felt rejected. I knew a lot were not really smiling back genuinly or treated me like a kid at work. Girls on dating sites hardly ever reply (i have the young boy look about me and i value things like quality time and family and don't go to clubs not that i wrote that on my profile) Whenever I went abroad, I felt it so easy to talk to a stranger compared to the UK, like even in the US and they didn't realise I was from the uk. I go on chat roulette to stop the boredom, and now that you can set the country, I decided to test it. I wrapped myself in a Duvet to be funny or cute/shy as i am that person. I even managed to make the tough russian guys smile, I made 90 percent of the girls to smile, the ones that didn't gave a re-assuring raise of the lips, most gave me a thumbs up too and chatted to me. That lasted for hours and days...Then I go onto UK only and within 5 minutes it's: Miserable face staring at me or WTF! or just a lot of you're a freak type looks. That in it's simple terms has summed up my life and I'm ready to leave to where people have respect for others. I'm sure there's some nice people on here, it can be localised.

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