| Been working on R from WH's work place EA. Read "Not Just Friends" and went to first session of MC. WH started reading the book and things seem to have gone downhill from there. Last night he tried to tell me it was somehow my fault because of constant criticisms from me (not true at all, I'm usually his cheerleader but if you're not stroking his ego 24/7, all he remembers is the negative), trying to compare himself to one of the WH's in the story. And I just need to stop trying to change him because I ask him to share responsibility with me...okay. He withdrew after I told him he was full of it but the damage was done. Tonight after reading he tells me he has one more thing to tell me. The day back at work (Monday) after I asked him to leave for the weekend (right after D day) and then let him come back home Sunday because he was begging and seemed remorseful and intent on saving our marriage. Supposedly had an epiphany. But now tells me he called his buddy to ask for help finding another job because "he was still attracted to her." Tells me that isn't what he actually felt but the easiest way to describe it to him. Elaborates that his first f-ing day back at work he "didn't miss her but missed their conversation, missed the interaction." THE FIRST DAY BACK?! Right after I let him come home and was actually warm to him to try for R? I think I might be done. I feel like I let him come home under false pretenses. Not sure if I really wanna start another rebuild. Just feel kind of empty. Posted via Mobile Device | |||
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