So I was seeing this guy for around a year and 2 months and I think I honestly do love him, he told me he loves me and our relationship was so good, I am 20 and he is 21. But around 2 weeks ago he dropped a bombshell and told me that he's not coming back for his third year of University and that it would be best if we ended it here. Our Uni is in the North and he is moving back to Exeter, so it's a 6 hour drive.
I am completely heartbroken by this, I tried to talk him around, I tried everything really but he was certain that we shouldn't be together even in a LDR. I feel so down, have been crying on a daily basis. The only thing I can seem to think about is him :( I feel like I am completely obsessed.
We ended it in a friendly way and he's now started treating me as a mate. He will message me on whatsapp asking me how I am and how I'm doing. The worst part is that this actually brightens up my day a little, when I see that he's messaged me I feel better, when he doesn't message me for a day I feel awful. I know it sounds extremely sad and I should just delete him but I can't bring myself to do it.
I have never ever felt like this before and I'm starting to think there's something wrong with me :( I don't know how to make all these horrible feelings stop.
Please help me!
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