Right I'm really embarassed and I'd like some input on this situation because I feel a total plonker.
I went out for my mate's bday last night and he brought some guy friends along, one of them I instantly had a thing for, really nice looking, just, my type.. and so I was giving signals all night, sat next to him, flirted a bit, but he didn't even look at me, didn't even acknowledge me really.. and then in the club we went to he pulled me away from the group and kissed me, said something about not wanting to do it infront of his mates, offered to buy me a drink, and afterwards we went back to the group.. he then dissappeared for ages and didn't acknowledge me again ALL night when he did come back, seriously not a thing... Didnt look at me, nothing.. then when we got back to my friend's house he slept in another room from us.. I asked him if he really disliked me or something because he was acting that way and he was all like "no, no ofc not"..
it was really strange because he seemed like he really did not fancy me at all and yet he kissed me? I don't know. It was all a bit weird for me because a) I feel like in my drunkenness yes I probably did come on a bit too strongly but b) I'm not an unattractive girl and I don't usually get such strong .. distaste? shown towards me when I like someone..
No, he doesn't have a girlfriend - would never have gone there if he had.
I feel quite upset at the minute cos I feel like I humiliated myself a bit and everyone was aware of that. I'll probably never see him again (fingerscrossed) but.. what do you make of this?
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