Hello...
I'm 2 years post DDay, of discovering my H EA with an old classmate from middle school that reconnected with him on FB.
I got a lot of help here on TAM- went to IC, MC, and felt I had made progress. At least accepting I can't change what happened, I have options, but ultimately decided on R. One poster on here, helped me tremendously on getting over the biggest emotional hurdle, the "Why?!" And from then on I felt better, and was going forward.
So why did I wake up Monday with a dark cloud of despair again?!
It's like I heard it again or the first time...
Does this torment ever really go away?
It's hard to feel sad about your marriage. To me it was my foundation. It buoyed me up through my Mothers Alzheimer's, my sisters cancer diagnosis, raising children...
Now that the foundation is cracked - every thing else feels shaky.
Just venting today, thanks Tammers.
BH2
I'm 2 years post DDay, of discovering my H EA with an old classmate from middle school that reconnected with him on FB.
I got a lot of help here on TAM- went to IC, MC, and felt I had made progress. At least accepting I can't change what happened, I have options, but ultimately decided on R. One poster on here, helped me tremendously on getting over the biggest emotional hurdle, the "Why?!" And from then on I felt better, and was going forward.
So why did I wake up Monday with a dark cloud of despair again?!
It's like I heard it again or the first time...
Does this torment ever really go away?
It's hard to feel sad about your marriage. To me it was my foundation. It buoyed me up through my Mothers Alzheimer's, my sisters cancer diagnosis, raising children...
Now that the foundation is cracked - every thing else feels shaky.
Just venting today, thanks Tammers.
BH2
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