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peer bullying or not?

I'm in the latter half of my Nursing course and have had a horrendous time, not only keeping up with the work load, but dealing with severe personal health issues and family issues, which have impacted heavily on my course. I'm in my late thirties and have been in hospital three times this year, for pain control and nothing is working. I feel really isolated at uni and do not feel that I am close to anyone in my tutor group. It doesn't help that some things have been blown out of proportion and nothing was resolved as we all went out on placement.
Morale is pretty low at the moment, due to some issues, but I really can't study like this. How am I supposed to pass my course, when I can't compare notes or go to coffee with anybody? This is really upsetting me and I don't know what to do, I have sorted out support with uni, but it only goes so far. I've lost all my confidence and feel that things can be sorted out, but how???
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Everything is just hard, I go to class and sit on my own, sometimes, because I feel sick and have severe pain, not because of anything else. I feel too embarrassed to tell anyone that I feel like **** and think that I'll be judged. Out on placement, I'm fine, but in uni, I don't know how to carry on, it's too hard. Anyone else going through something similar and why are some people so cruel? Would they like it if happened to them? Course you don't expect to be best friends with everyone and everyone makes mistakes, but this is really getting me down. Any suggestions?

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