So basically, there's this guy and this year we've started talking a bit more than usual. For the past 2 weeks, I haven't said a word to him because I assume his girlfriend doesn't like me and doesn't want me talking to him.
So yesterday, I went to a party and he was there. He came up and said hi to my friends and I and then his girlfriend and him went back to their table. Anyway, I drank about 3 drinks and danced a whole lot, even with his girlfriend. I assume that he watched us and whatnot. I didn't see him afterwards and I thought he went home.
But then it was time to leave and my friends and I went to the reception of the hotel to call a cab. He randomly popped out of nowhere and I tried saying hi to him but he ignored me. So I sat on the table in the reception area and he sat next to me. He looked really upset and I was trying to talk to him. This is how the conversation went.
"Why is life so hard?" He said.
"Are you okay (Insert guys name), did something happen?" I asked.
"It's just people."
"Anyone in particular, you can tell me."
"-Says girlfriends name-"
And then we hugged, I don't know what I was thinking, it was totally wrong. And then he whispered that I should hug him tighter and we just stayed like that for a good few seconds. I never wanted to let go of him and I know it was wrong!
His girlfriend came out of nowhere and I guess she saw us since she pulled him away and they were talking.
Ugh, I don't know why I hugged him, I know it was terrible and I feel like sh!t.
I can't help thinking that there's something more to our mediocre friendship. I have some feelings for him, but I'm currently trying to get rid of them.
So yesterday, I went to a party and he was there. He came up and said hi to my friends and I and then his girlfriend and him went back to their table. Anyway, I drank about 3 drinks and danced a whole lot, even with his girlfriend. I assume that he watched us and whatnot. I didn't see him afterwards and I thought he went home.
But then it was time to leave and my friends and I went to the reception of the hotel to call a cab. He randomly popped out of nowhere and I tried saying hi to him but he ignored me. So I sat on the table in the reception area and he sat next to me. He looked really upset and I was trying to talk to him. This is how the conversation went.
"Why is life so hard?" He said.
"Are you okay (Insert guys name), did something happen?" I asked.
"It's just people."
"Anyone in particular, you can tell me."
"-Says girlfriends name-"
And then we hugged, I don't know what I was thinking, it was totally wrong. And then he whispered that I should hug him tighter and we just stayed like that for a good few seconds. I never wanted to let go of him and I know it was wrong!
His girlfriend came out of nowhere and I guess she saw us since she pulled him away and they were talking.
Ugh, I don't know why I hugged him, I know it was terrible and I feel like sh!t.
I can't help thinking that there's something more to our mediocre friendship. I have some feelings for him, but I'm currently trying to get rid of them.
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