hopeless and hurting

I am new here and like most not wanting to be.It's been 3 weeks since my husband and i are apart.We have been together 8 years married almost 3.We are apart cause he got arrested for damestic abuse but thats not what happened.I have just been told i have post tramatic stress disorder and was in a flashback at the time we argued the cops came and took him away.It was hours later that i remembered what happened.Now he is in trouble but at the same time said we are over.I haven't heard anything from him since.Could be the no contact rule from his bail but i don't think so.I am sick over what happened and the fact he just gave up on me and threw me away like i am nothing.We go to court in a week.I am wondering will he ever want to talk to me again or does he even miss me at all.He told my kids he loves me to pieces but it's over.That was after the second day when it was still fresh.Will he ever want to talk or see me.I am trying to better myself i am in therapy and on meds.doing better but still feeling hopeless.

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