Update and Issues...At a Loss...

Okay, some of you may remember me posting a while back about hardly having any sex because I just "couldn't" or I had to imagine myself as some one else to be able to at all. . There were/are several contributing factors to how we got to this point: 1. My husband's multiple infidelities 2. My weight gain 3. My potassium levels 4. My weight loss. Since 1 January I have dropped 51 pounds and have been very active. Once I got my potassium levels back up, I started having a drive again, less to no muscle pain AND started working out. So here is what is going on now: I have had a few days here an there due to being sick of that time of the month when I haven't wanted to have sex. I had to go to the ER and was very sick and when I got released and was getting dressed my husband made the comment that he could do me right there right then on the hospital bed which really hurt my feelings because I was so sick. Now it's the point that when I say no even over and over he forces himself on me. Then when it's over he asks how he did and says he just wants to please me. I have tried explaining several times that no means no and it really upsets me that he doesn't get that! We have sex usually 4 times a week but that's no longer enough for him. Then we went out to lunch and a movie Saturday. My husband almost broke his neck trying to scope out two blond girls, one in the restaurant and one at the theater. I'm so crushed and heart broken that he has no respect for me and my needs.... I have lost all that weight and worked really hard and now he's lookin' hard at other women again. He gets a good amount of sex but pushes me and has sex with me even when I'm really sick or really not wanting it. I'm just at a loss. :confused: We went from having almost no sex to having sex several times a day several days a week to almost daily

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