struggling

recently broke up with my girlfriend of 2 years and i'm still pretty cut up about things and coming to terms with what's happened. I called her the other day to ask how she felt about things after over a week of not talking and she said she thinks she's made the right decision and that she's happy which is difficult to hear when i'm in such pain. I went out the other night got really drunk and ended up hooking up with a girl who seemed really nice, i got her number and text her the next day but got no reply. Over the last few days i've been fretting about the future and worrying that i'll never meet anyone else. I hardly talk to any girls what so ever and as the other night showed a night out is not a very reliable place to meet someone when you're both usually drunk. I'm finishing my second year at university and will be entering my third year in September. I'm beginning to feel the pressure that if i don't find someone before the end of University it's going to be virtually impossible for me to meet any girls in the future. All my friends are in relationships and when i've searched the web for articles to give me hope it seems that most people knew their wife or partner from a very young age apart from the very rare exception. I'm feeling very downbeat and although i'm only 20 i worry i won't meet anyone to settle down with and have children when i'm a bit older. Most people i know already seem to be with the person they want to share a future and settle down with. Feeling very miserable at the minute and my ex moving on so quickly and being fine about things despite her telling me how she wanted to marry me and was so in love with me for the whole relationship.

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