Why am I letting her make me miserable?

Ok so some of you might remember my other thread. Apparently I cant post URLs so you can just look at my profile statistics. Well like foh4k said, she did contact me again. I was doing fine up until about 2 weeks ago. I take the same route to the post office every day for work at about the same time (this is important because she knows this and I am pretty sure that she planned all this. The place she said she was on the way to is in the opposite direction). I was driving along and I see her coming up in the lane next to me so I look the other way as she passed. A couple minutes go by then she calls me (with a new number), saying how it was weird to see me and then asking if she should pull over to talk. I told her I was busy and had to get back to work. She gets pissed and speeds off. I go to the back of the post office to unload and as I am getting in the car she pulls up. I start to pull out and she gets out of her car, walks up to mine and gets in and just hugs me without saying anything. I didnt know what to say so I told her I would text her later. Well after about 30 minutes she c alls me and we talked for about an hour. The past couple weeks she has been calling/texting me every day. She has/had an apt with the guy and Monday she packed up most of her stuff and put it in her car. She wanted me to come over to her parents on Monday night so I did since I do still care about her. She tells her parents we are going to go into the other room to talk. She starts kissing me (I thought it was too soon for that but didnt say anything) and even says how she wishes her parents werent there so we could do more. When she said that I did say "its a little too soon for that". I stayed with her until about 12:30 then went home. She tells me she wants to see me before I go to work so I tell her just call in the morning. Well the next morning I drive by her parents house on my way to work (it is seriously on the way to work, not out of my way at all) and her car is gone. She calls later in the day and says that she was just making sure that the a$$hole was still alive because when she left the night before he was "railing pills and drinking vodka". She said shes sorry and she was going to call but couldnt... Last night after work she calls and says that there is a bag at the apt that she needed. She said that she only had 25 min before he would be there so she had to hurry. Later on though she calls and says that he still isnt there. I ask why that matters since she just wanted to get the bag and she replies "no its not just the bag. theres dishes I have to get out and I should probably talk to him anyways". Im sure that she just wanted to talk to him the whole time and there was no bag. I just respond with ok. She sends a bunch of texts in a row "Dont worry I still love you and want to be with you." "We belong together." "Even talking to him now, I know that." "Im easing my way out of here okay? I will call you soon." "?? :( " "Did you change your mind" then a bunch of question marks and finally "omg why didnt you text me?" Those were all while I was asleep. She called after that and woke me up. She said that she had stayed there too long and that she couldn't lea ve now. Basically ending the phone call saying she wanted to call me before she goes to work today (she starts at 2).

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