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Life In Shambles

I am new here. Mostly I just read other peoples threads. I finally have the courage to ask you good folk for your advice.

I am 23 living at home w/ 10 Grand in Credit Card debt and 4 Grand in School Debt. I have almost all my credits for school to graduate. I just have 4 more. Mind you my GPA is a 4.0.

Work is looking rocky and I am estimating only being able to put around $300 towards my debt each month, which is just enough to cover interest I think.

My Girlfriend of 6 Years left me, because I am doing horribly in life and she feels I will not be able to provide.

We had our lives planned together. 1 Daughter, Small little house etc.

During the course of our relationship, I was never physically abusive but we did get into yelling fights. I felt that she will always be there and I took advantage of that. Sometimes I would go out w/ the boys without telling her, or not pay attention to what she was trying to talk to me about etc.

I see the error of my ways now and I want to fix it. I am looking for a second job to make more money to pay off all my debt and save up.

I am willing to sit down and have adult conversations w/ her about our problems without yelling like kids.

The part that makes it the worst is she says she just needs time and she "MIGHT" come back. She comes to see me once a week and we make love and spend a little time together.

To me this is the hardest part, she left me. But now she wants to make love once a week and says we might get back together.

I love her w/ all my heart, but I feel like I am waiting for something that will never happen.

What do you guys think about this and what do you guys thinks I should do?




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