| So some of you may remember my other posts on here. But none of that matters now. Everything came to a head yesterday and she came to me and confessed her physical affair. It only happened once and it destroyed her inside. Which explained all of her behavior over the last few months. So anyways, I have forgiven her as long as her affair is definitely over. She said that it is. Although she is struggling with writing the letter. She just wants it to be over and says that she is sickened by him an wants nothing to do with him. The good thing is that the other pile of dung is out of the state for the next 2 months and his guard unit is being deployed in January. So that is a huge plus. Plus he no longer works at her store. But my question (and here is where it gets graphic) is this. How do I get over the visions in my head of him on top of her and inside of her when I make love to her?? And when I kiss her know that his lips and tongue have been there along with his penis. How do I get rid of that and how long does it take for it to go away??? I have those visions periodically throughout the day as well. Not just when I have sex with her. Which has been just once. I've already broken down in tears 3 times today. But I don't want her to feel guilty so I don't let her see me crying. I'm trying to be strong, but I am just a stressed out mess. | |||
| | |||
| | |||
|
No comments:
Post a Comment