I left university a year ago and haven't kept in touch with anyone since. I have realised now that I have romantic feelings for a guy who I was good friends with. We used to talk for ages and ages about books and we always smiled when we were together. He is super cute but I think now he may have a girlfriend.
My main worry is that I gave him the wrong impression at uni that I was unstable emotionally. I was harassed quite badly by three different guys, two of which he knows about. I found it hard to cope with; I was on a lot of meds and I didn't know what day it was and I certainly wasn't my shy self. I find my past behaviour embarrassing and I can't help but wonder if I was amusement and something to tell his friends about. He never mad e the first move but he would always say yes if I suggested something but when we were together having lunch he would text his friends.
I am planning on moving back to the city for work soon but I don't know whether to contact him on Facebook or leave it until I've moved and settled back in. Maybe I should just forget about him and stop romanticising the past.F
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