Am I in love with my best friend?
Two years ago I met this guy randomly on the PS3, and ever since then we started talking and skyping near enough everyday. We live about 4 hours away from each other and have attempted to meet up but never succeeded. Even though we haven't met, I can call him my best friend, we've been through a lot together over the years and he's literally the most genuine guy I know!! Over the two years he's hinted that he liked me but I never saw the attraction, I never liked him like that, but every time we wouldn't speak I'd be thinking of him.
Recently we went a while without speaking fully, and I knew something was different.. We've now been skyping and talking as normal, and he dropped the bomb saying that he now has a girlfriend. All of a sudden I feel this wave of jealousy, and literally he's on my mind 24/7. Why is it that I feel this way now?! After those years he's hinted that he liked me, and I practically pushed him away (even thought we stayed friends).. am I in love with him? Or do I feel threatened?!
I feel as if we talk more than what he does with his girlfriend, we spent at least 3 hours skyping while he goes off for about an hour for his girlfriend, but who am I to say, eh.
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