Boyfriend of 7 months was almost about to fool me again. (this is part 2 after the first fight regarding relationship status that was sorted out by him by convincing me how serious and sincere he is in this relationship ..ect)
After things went back to normal, Friday night I was over his place and all of sudden noticed how much time he spends on his Linkdin account, I remember for the last 3 months he is online for long hours I recall he said it's a networking job site so I didn't care but after i seen a new article recently that it's also a dating site, my mind flipped out especially after I was on my Facebook and he asked me who am I texting and showed him the message which it was from my GF then he took my phone and went through other friends msgs, I didn't mind since I have nothing to hide .. and just few minutes later when he was Online I asked him nicely '' Hun, can I see you inbox?'' he was defensive answered by ''No" why would I need to show you my emails, it's about job.
I said: I know it's about job I just want to take a quick look (honestly I felt something wasn't right that's why I asked else his account was opened many times in front of me and never felt curious until now) so I accused him of hiding something, he kept denying and called me hurtful names (psycho- crazy- have trust issues) until it got worse when he started to ignore me while I am talking, he kept surfing on that website like he can't hear me or I don't exist. I got mad and turned off the computer to get his attention he said that I am being abusive and that if I don't stop touching him he will call police. honestly it was like a slap on my face I didn't feel myself till I started crying and took my stuff and left his place at 2:30AM he didn't bother to stop me.
I went home, he called me on my way he quietly said call me when you get home. but I didn't call I fell asleep crying.
-Saturday morning he called me: Asking me if I remember what I have done and I should take time to realize my mistake. he said that I make evil face while arguing and that I have anxiety issues. I know that I am none of what he described me I just hate the way he flips on me and blame everything on me .
he also said that I am trying to control him, he provoked me enough that made me say (hope u find the right person, I am breaking up with you I cannot take this anymore). he said yes the whole thing was a mistake and we hang up. that night he texted me how disappointed he is. I did not answer.
-Sunday morning: he texted me how am I feeling. I replied with short answer. and the last msg he asked me if am I ignoring him?
I just want to know since I am a bad psycho controlling girlfriend according to him, why he is still contacting me after the break up?
finally nobody is going to ask him to not drink too much or clubbing a lot since he is 30ys old and should be enjoying his relationship instead of singlehood life. finally he is free, isn't it !!!
Honestly regardless of the feelings I have towards him, with the way he treated me I kind turned cold and dropped him out of my heart. I am lost
reminder (I am 24y- he is 30y)
After things went back to normal, Friday night I was over his place and all of sudden noticed how much time he spends on his Linkdin account, I remember for the last 3 months he is online for long hours I recall he said it's a networking job site so I didn't care but after i seen a new article recently that it's also a dating site, my mind flipped out especially after I was on my Facebook and he asked me who am I texting and showed him the message which it was from my GF then he took my phone and went through other friends msgs, I didn't mind since I have nothing to hide .. and just few minutes later when he was Online I asked him nicely '' Hun, can I see you inbox?'' he was defensive answered by ''No" why would I need to show you my emails, it's about job.
I said: I know it's about job I just want to take a quick look (honestly I felt something wasn't right that's why I asked else his account was opened many times in front of me and never felt curious until now) so I accused him of hiding something, he kept denying and called me hurtful names (psycho- crazy- have trust issues) until it got worse when he started to ignore me while I am talking, he kept surfing on that website like he can't hear me or I don't exist. I got mad and turned off the computer to get his attention he said that I am being abusive and that if I don't stop touching him he will call police. honestly it was like a slap on my face I didn't feel myself till I started crying and took my stuff and left his place at 2:30AM he didn't bother to stop me.
I went home, he called me on my way he quietly said call me when you get home. but I didn't call I fell asleep crying.
-Saturday morning he called me: Asking me if I remember what I have done and I should take time to realize my mistake. he said that I make evil face while arguing and that I have anxiety issues. I know that I am none of what he described me I just hate the way he flips on me and blame everything on me .
he also said that I am trying to control him, he provoked me enough that made me say (hope u find the right person, I am breaking up with you I cannot take this anymore). he said yes the whole thing was a mistake and we hang up. that night he texted me how disappointed he is. I did not answer.
-Sunday morning: he texted me how am I feeling. I replied with short answer. and the last msg he asked me if am I ignoring him?
I just want to know since I am a bad psycho controlling girlfriend according to him, why he is still contacting me after the break up?
finally nobody is going to ask him to not drink too much or clubbing a lot since he is 30ys old and should be enjoying his relationship instead of singlehood life. finally he is free, isn't it !!!
Honestly regardless of the feelings I have towards him, with the way he treated me I kind turned cold and dropped him out of my heart. I am lost
reminder (I am 24y- he is 30y)
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