Why is she doing this?

Hello, Ive been seeing this girl for around two months and things are great couldn't be better until sunday night that was. I was smashed as it was my 18th and accoding to her I said i hated her, pushed her and said she slept with some boy who she hadnt, I have no memory of any of this, which i will swear on my dads ashes. I totally regret it and Im kicking myself as it seems ive messed it up with her. Since sunday night shes been in a mood with me and is either ignoring my messages or sending me back like three words. Yesterday she talked a little when she said she knows Im not like that (meaning what i did on sunday) and that it annoys her why i did that considering we had a good time the night before. So here where it gets intresting, basically I carried on messaging her and she didnt reply back, she replied back about two hours later saying she was at work and that she thinks we should leave it meaning us two, I then was asking why and saying she didnt mean it as she literally put leave it, no explanation nothing, it seems as though she dont mean it. Carrying on when she got back home from being with her mates she messaged me saying sorry shes been out, and when i said did you really mean what I said she replied with "dno" I then told her exactly how i feel and that shes the first girl i loved and how i dont want to lose her, she then said shes not the first and that i chat ****? since then ive sent her one message and she hasn't replied even though shes been on whatsapp. So what do I do and what is she playing at? Is she being like this to see how much Ill chase or does she actually mean it? She hasnt properly broke up shes only said "think we should leave us". Please help

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