Possibly leaving for new man

I've been married for 22 years and it is dead in the water and we fight a lot. Without creating a list of the reasons right now I will tell you that I have a new relationship on the side and even though this is excrutiating it might just be the right thing for me. My spouse and I haven't had an intimate relationship for probably 6 years-the sex with my new man is amazing. I've known him since I was 14 (now in my 50's) and always had a huge thing for him! We haven't seen each other for 30 years and now he works 1 mile from my house (coincidence??!!) We seem like we are extremely emotionally and intellectually compatible. We grew up 4 blocks apart and went through middle school together and have very similar backgrounds. Absolutley everything about him just takes my breath away and our affair is going on two years. It has not been without tremendous guilt and worry and scrutiny. He feels positive we are soulmates and it will last forever. His two kids are grown and gone and his wife is very overweight and ill and depressed and he has spent the last several years trying everything to turn her life around to no avail. Now he is trying to get her set up to live on her own and admits he will have to provide for her. Money will not be an issu e in our relationship. To me this feels like I finally found the love of my life. I just want him constantly and want to love him and make him happy and take care of him. This is soo mind blowing it makes me anxious yet very happy. I'm open to feedback.

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