Hi...not sure where to post this so I hope its in the right place.
I am 39. Married for 12years , 2 kids. Self employed wife too.
Feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment.
Seeming to have problems everywhere in my marriage. Most issues seem to stem from finances , debt and stress. Finding my mood is lowered and I am having dark feelings. Kinda feeling disengaged from my family as this burden has been getting heavier for a long time.
I know they love me but feel resentment on some level that I must work so hard that I worry about my health.
Stress seems to be clouding my mind. Most solutions to make my business grow seem to require money (which means more debt) and I am uncertain if going further into debt is wise as it might just exasperate this vicious cycle.
I am finding the stress is making me not really enjoy life. I have very little time off to 'relax' and seem to be preoccupied with problems perpetually.
I think the cumulative stress or age is killing my libido and possibly the beginnings of ED is a possibility.
Kinda getting weird thoughts of starting life over or opting out as everything is imploding.
I know its mostly just the level of stress as at this age starting over isnt really an option.
Possibly I am starting mid life crisis. As I said my internal landscape is messy.
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I am 39. Married for 12years , 2 kids. Self employed wife too.
Feeling a bit overwhelmed at the moment.
Seeming to have problems everywhere in my marriage. Most issues seem to stem from finances , debt and stress. Finding my mood is lowered and I am having dark feelings. Kinda feeling disengaged from my family as this burden has been getting heavier for a long time.
I know they love me but feel resentment on some level that I must work so hard that I worry about my health.
Stress seems to be clouding my mind. Most solutions to make my business grow seem to require money (which means more debt) and I am uncertain if going further into debt is wise as it might just exasperate this vicious cycle.
I am finding the stress is making me not really enjoy life. I have very little time off to 'relax' and seem to be preoccupied with problems perpetually.
I think the cumulative stress or age is killing my libido and possibly the beginnings of ED is a possibility.
Kinda getting weird thoughts of starting life over or opting out as everything is imploding.
I know its mostly just the level of stress as at this age starting over isnt really an option.
Possibly I am starting mid life crisis. As I said my internal landscape is messy.
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