| If I hear that one more time...... How do you just move on? How? How do you get over 22 years of your life? Someone that you know better than yourself at times and the same for them. All the memories, the wedding day, the birth of two children. The dreams of a whole loving family. Someone please tell me. To know that someone is walking the face of this here same earth, someone you love with all your heart. Someone you would die for in a second, yet they have decided that their life is better off without you in it. That nagging feeling that if you could just get them out to dinner for a couple hours, you could make them see the light that our marriage is worth more than how it ended. Of all people on this earth, I should hate her for guts and ever ( sorry, a phrase I used to say as a child ) but I cannot get her out of my mind. We have been divorced for over a year now. People that say divorce life gets better and they are now happy, not sure I buy that. If there are children involved, divorce can no shape or form be a good thing. Even if abuse is involved, and yes D maybe the only option, it is still a sad deal. I just do not understand how people move on from a divorce you did not want nor see coming. You are BEING told by another human being that your life will forever be different, your time with your kids will be cut in half, you are now moving out of this house, how you thought your life would be has all the sudden changed - and guess what, there is not a damn thing you can do about it. Freak on a leash, time for one of them head smacks! | |||
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