So I went out to celebrate the end of term at uni and got pretty drunk and ended up losing my friends in the club when I bumped into one of my flatmates friends who I had hit on (whilst drunk) a few nights ago. He kissed me as soon as he saw me and we kissed for a little while before he took me back to his flat (I don't really remember walking there cause I was pretty smashed) when we got back to his we started having sex and halfway through I just realised I wasn't enjoying it and I kinda stopped...I feel quite bad considering I had basically led him on (hitting on him a few weeks ago) and then...that. I'm quite inexperienced as I've only just lost my virginity but I feel like he's gonna be completely turned off by the fact I wasn't as into it as he was.
I'm sure it was a combination of being ridiculously tired and drunk that caused me to stop and not him but I don't remember explaining that too well to him as I'm not great at expressing myself when drunk.
He was really sweet about it afterwards and we kissed and cuddled before going to sleep and he was still nice in the morning but I still can't stop feeling bad about it.
I mean I obviously liked him as I tried to get with him a little while ago. Ugh I just feel really embarrassed and immature for doing that :( I'm also really scared that he'll stop talking to me when we see each other again :/ Guys how would you feel if this happened to you?
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