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TL;DR Have been having weird urges to want a baby/family, both at University, I know it's stupid, I'm confused.
Hi everyone!
Basically, I have been with my current boyfriend for about 18 months now and we are both first years (both 19) at different Unis. For the past couple of months though I seem to have had this constant want to become pregnant and I don't really understand why. Don't get me wrong, I understand that this would be a completely stupid thing to do as it would ruin my University education/career prospects. And that it would most probably, as we are still young, end our relationship. But I still can't budge the feeling. It just always seems to be there and I think about it on an almost daily basis now.
I sometimes even dream up scenarios where I find out that I am pregnant, and it scares me that I am doing this because I know it's very stupid. My boyfriend and I are very close and we're completely comfortable about talking about anything, but I am too scared to talk to him about this because I don't want to scare him. I know that if the roles were reversed I would freak out a little if my girlfriend told me this. But before anyone starts to worry, I've got the implant so it's not like I'm about to go 'crazy girlfriend' and suddenly stop taking my pill or anything :P
Also, before people ask about abusive pasts or anything I'll just put in that I had a very happy upbringing, my parents had me at about 30 years old and are still happily married today. This is also the kind of rough life plan that I would expect for myself in terms of a family too.
I suppose I was just looking for reassurance that I am not crazy and that other girls are going through this as well because it is starting to worry me a lot
Thanks in advance guys :)
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