Hasn't messaged in two months. Ended because he felt I didn't love him. Then we had a massive argument and since then no contact. I think he's moved on. He's had a new job and new friends whilst I dream about him every second of my life. Consumed by regret and guilt and what ifs and should haves. It's the worst pain I have ever experienced. I wake up panicking, I have nightmares most nights and I lie alone dreaming of the days we were together not knowing if I will ever get him back again. I want to know if he still cares, if he is thinking the same but I don't and probably never will. I feel so alone.
Put the internet to work for you.
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