{Before I start, apologies for the long-windedness...I was never good at condensing my thoughts}
Basically, there's this guy on my course that I've grown to like....a lot (And I'm trying not to cringe as I write this...)
Initially, in my first year, when I first started speaking to him I felt some feelings in the back of my mind - that I squashed down fairly quickly because 1) I didn't think he liked me, 2) I'm really not that fussed about relationships right now, and 3) He's a really cool guy that I wanted to keep as a friend.
However, it's come to the 2nd year of uni now, and we've been talking a lot more and those feelings have sorta sprung up again - Mainly because I realise how much we actually have in common, and how easy it is for us to just talk about anything.
Yeah we were friends before, but his...demeanor has changed since then.
Of course, it's 95% probable that he's simply got more comfortable and is just treating me like an close friend, but I'm still hopeful.
Like, we never used to hug before....and now we do everytime we first see each other and say goodbye. We've been friends on facebook since the first year of uni, but only recently has he started messaging me on fb (like everyday for the past week or so...) And to note, they're quite long conversations as well.
He recently asked for my phone number, and then called me the next morning (kinda a joke of his to be my personal alarm - didn't think he were serious :$)...as well as texting relatively frequently.
And then generally being more playful: like he's made a habit of stealing (and then wearing) my gloves, poking my cheek, leaning his head on my shoulder etc.
*sigh* I hate feeling so hesitant around him all the time, because I don't know if I reading the "signs" wrong :(
I know that he generally is a really easy-going guy, very out-spoken and such....so all these "signs" may not be anything at all - simply me leveling up to the next rank of "close friend".
I admit I'm quite a shy person, but if he wasn't such a close friend already then I wouldn't mind making my feelings more obvious...
I just don't want to go "all out", and then slowly drift apart because I made things awkward between us....We still have one more year left!
Basically, there's this guy on my course that I've grown to like....a lot (And I'm trying not to cringe as I write this...)
Initially, in my first year, when I first started speaking to him I felt some feelings in the back of my mind - that I squashed down fairly quickly because 1) I didn't think he liked me, 2) I'm really not that fussed about relationships right now, and 3) He's a really cool guy that I wanted to keep as a friend.
However, it's come to the 2nd year of uni now, and we've been talking a lot more and those feelings have sorta sprung up again - Mainly because I realise how much we actually have in common, and how easy it is for us to just talk about anything.
Yeah we were friends before, but his...demeanor has changed since then.
Of course, it's 95% probable that he's simply got more comfortable and is just treating me like an close friend, but I'm still hopeful.
Like, we never used to hug before....and now we do everytime we first see each other and say goodbye. We've been friends on facebook since the first year of uni, but only recently has he started messaging me on fb (like everyday for the past week or so...) And to note, they're quite long conversations as well.
He recently asked for my phone number, and then called me the next morning (kinda a joke of his to be my personal alarm - didn't think he were serious :$)...as well as texting relatively frequently.
And then generally being more playful: like he's made a habit of stealing (and then wearing) my gloves, poking my cheek, leaning his head on my shoulder etc.
*sigh* I hate feeling so hesitant around him all the time, because I don't know if I reading the "signs" wrong :(
I know that he generally is a really easy-going guy, very out-spoken and such....so all these "signs" may not be anything at all - simply me leveling up to the next rank of "close friend".
I admit I'm quite a shy person, but if he wasn't such a close friend already then I wouldn't mind making my feelings more obvious...
I just don't want to go "all out", and then slowly drift apart because I made things awkward between us....We still have one more year left!
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