Dear all,
I had been in a relationship with this one girl for coming up to five years. We got together in Year 9 of high school, right through sixth form together. Since sixth form we've both worked jobs and made the effort to see each other every day. I did everything with her, she was my actual life and I made sure she knew that.
Roughly two weeks her parents went on holiday, so we were left to look after house (done many times before). Everything went fine and dandy until the first weekend. I went out flying (I hold a pilot's licence) whilst she was at work and came back to her at home crying on the sofa. I asked her what was up and she told me straight away - 'I'm sorry, I don't know how I feel about you anymore..'
What a shock, but I was understanding, I did everything to make sure she was comfortable and we agreed to take a few days apart from each other to give her time to think. This was difficult, knowing that our relationship was pretty much on the chopping block, and although I kind of prepared myself for the worst, I kept a brave face for her.
We agreed to see each other again Thursday night and discuss things, so I drove around there after work, nervous as anything. We made a cup of tea and sat down, and then she just told me straight away with tears down her face - 'sorry that it's had to end.' She explained that this was because she had changed as a person and no longer felt in love with me. That someone else could give me as much affection as I gave her, and that it would be better for me in the long run when I do find someone else. I didnt understand this as I was so happy in our relationship and I made her happy.
What an overwhelming mix of emotions that hit me, I couldn't even explain it, it didn't feel real. I tried to keep myself composed but as the reality hit me I couldnt hold it much longer. My life was collapsing in on itself.
I grabbed all of my clothes from her house, we said our goodbyes and I left.
Since then (it's been two days) we haven't talked but I have spoken to her family. I've been in bits about it and I know she has. I went around earlier (whilst she was out) to see her mum and we both cried.
Right now I feel a wave of sadness, followed by anger, followed by positive feelings about the future, followed by optimism, followed by sadness.
I really want her to change her mind and this is killing me. Does anyone have any advice for a broken heart? :'(
Kind regards
Mike
I had been in a relationship with this one girl for coming up to five years. We got together in Year 9 of high school, right through sixth form together. Since sixth form we've both worked jobs and made the effort to see each other every day. I did everything with her, she was my actual life and I made sure she knew that.
Roughly two weeks her parents went on holiday, so we were left to look after house (done many times before). Everything went fine and dandy until the first weekend. I went out flying (I hold a pilot's licence) whilst she was at work and came back to her at home crying on the sofa. I asked her what was up and she told me straight away - 'I'm sorry, I don't know how I feel about you anymore..'
What a shock, but I was understanding, I did everything to make sure she was comfortable and we agreed to take a few days apart from each other to give her time to think. This was difficult, knowing that our relationship was pretty much on the chopping block, and although I kind of prepared myself for the worst, I kept a brave face for her.
We agreed to see each other again Thursday night and discuss things, so I drove around there after work, nervous as anything. We made a cup of tea and sat down, and then she just told me straight away with tears down her face - 'sorry that it's had to end.' She explained that this was because she had changed as a person and no longer felt in love with me. That someone else could give me as much affection as I gave her, and that it would be better for me in the long run when I do find someone else. I didnt understand this as I was so happy in our relationship and I made her happy.
What an overwhelming mix of emotions that hit me, I couldn't even explain it, it didn't feel real. I tried to keep myself composed but as the reality hit me I couldnt hold it much longer. My life was collapsing in on itself.
I grabbed all of my clothes from her house, we said our goodbyes and I left.
Since then (it's been two days) we haven't talked but I have spoken to her family. I've been in bits about it and I know she has. I went around earlier (whilst she was out) to see her mum and we both cried.
Right now I feel a wave of sadness, followed by anger, followed by positive feelings about the future, followed by optimism, followed by sadness.
I really want her to change her mind and this is killing me. Does anyone have any advice for a broken heart? :'(
Kind regards
Mike
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