I've done something I thought I would never do in real life. I ended up sleeping with my bestfriend. I've fantisized about sleeping with her but, never thought she was feeling the same way. My husband and I were going through a hard time because I lost my job. He is a very good man to me. I love him dearly. He decided to take on an extra job at night to make ends meet. I'm always their for him. He's my night and shining armor. I would be lost without him. He is very attractive and smart. Ive always been in love with him.
Anyways, back to my nightmare. I didn't intend on sleeping with her. It just happened. :-( Last Friday she was at my house trying to encorauge me because, of my current job situation. I was crying ALOT. We hugged alittle and things just happened. I feel sooooo bad. Sadly, I slept with her last night too. I love my husband. I don't want to leave him. I can't tell him. Not with all he is doing. I can't tell him because, I love him. I want to stop sleeping with her but, ...im in love with her. She textes me all the time about how she loves me. She has a wonderful marriage. I feel like I am ruining everyones life and hurting everyone around me. What should I do?
Anyways, back to my nightmare. I didn't intend on sleeping with her. It just happened. :-( Last Friday she was at my house trying to encorauge me because, of my current job situation. I was crying ALOT. We hugged alittle and things just happened. I feel sooooo bad. Sadly, I slept with her last night too. I love my husband. I don't want to leave him. I can't tell him. Not with all he is doing. I can't tell him because, I love him. I want to stop sleeping with her but, ...im in love with her. She textes me all the time about how she loves me. She has a wonderful marriage. I feel like I am ruining everyones life and hurting everyone around me. What should I do?
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