We were together for about a month and a half we met online. We had a such a strong connection texting and we still felt that connection and chemistry when we met. We met in the park hit off instantly he kissed me a few times and after he dropped me home and he'd hold me close before letting me leave and he'd hold my hand as he drove. We continued to text each other all week and he was saying how much he really liked me and asked if I'd want to be his girlfriend. I didn't say yes yet as I wanted to take it slow. He'd used to say how it felt like we'd known each other our whole lives like we were best friends forever. When I got back from when I went away we met up that day went to another park and spent time together just cuddling or kissing and talking. We met up again the next day and I agreed to be his girlfriend . We spoke all week everyday hours he went away for the week , he told me that he was falling for me. An told he he loved me a few times and a couple times when drunk even though I didn't feel the same back yet but he'd say "I know your not there yet but I want you to know I love you" . We met up the day he just got back from when he went away we met quickly for a while has he had to go to work we just cuddled in his car as we'd kiss we'd stop sometimes and just hug and look in to each others eyes. He said to me "in case you don't already know I really really like you". Our chemistry made us move fast. The next week he came over to mine for a while I'd already been over to his. We were getting around to telling people about us. I asked him if he wanted to be friends on facebook he said "wait until I tell them my sister and my housemates who he lived with so they won't be asking who's she" then said "you know you mean the world to me" that week was fine he woke me up early in the morning for a test I had I told him to. Thursday I noticed him online the dating site where we met found his facebook and saw he'd added a girl from there. He hadn't been online in ages. I decided on Saturday to text him saying I love you . He didn't replied back to something else. Next day I texted him he replied with. "I'm going to be honest pet. This is scaring me how fast things are going with us . I really had no intention of getting into a relationship until I met you . I don't know what it is. I'm afraid of hurting you and myself I'm just confused" then I kept sending a few messages every 2 hours as he didn't reply about 3 then I send one line to him "I thought you were a good guy thought we had a connection but I don't want to be messed around" and the next day I sent one more message. Then he replied "Like I honestly don't know what's going on in my head. I really don't. I hurt when you said "I thought you were a good guy" I am. I've always treated you right. I just don't know what I want in life right now. I hate my job and most of my life to be honest. I'm not the right guy for you you deserve way better" And thats the last thing he texted despite anymore texts I sent. He's already jumped into a new relationship with a new girlfriend and even added her on facebook few days before we broke up he refused to add me and he's even taken her out and they upload pictures together. He was still getting around to telling people we were coming up of a story how we met first, he seems to be telling people about her and seems to treat her different is she a rebound? | |||
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How did I hurt his feelings?Is she a rebound?
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